Time moves forward, sometimes quickly and sometimes slowly. Freya becomes more and more "wild" it's hard to get her to calm down and the more she drives the more consistent it becomes. She gets tired in her body and this comes out in a mood that is terrible. She also has difficulties with consequences, when she constantly does things that can affect her negatively, i.e. do things that wear out or destroy the body in one way or another. A week and a half ago she hurt her knee, because she jumped on the trampoline, yes...we allow her to do this so that there will be something fun to do, and she doesn't exactly bounce very much or high but the injury came from them stepped up two when this is directly inappropriate for anyone because trampolines cause a lot of injuries to children. But with a child who is "loose" on the inside, there is obviously a greater risk. We had to go the next day urgently to the hospital and x-ray her leg, this after a year ago she walked for a long time with a fracture in her leg. She ran and jumped and played with it too. So trusting Freja's pain threshold is not easy, you simply have to go with your gut. After a couple of hours in the hospital, we had to go home, she's sick in two weeks, we'll be back for an MRI. The usual x-ray showed nothing and that's very nice. But there is a lot with her all the time and all our waking hours are spent looking after her and all the wild activities.
Something that is positive is that her incontinence worries have now been completely calm for over a month, now you can see the light at the end of the tunnel for her, because in August Freja starts preschool class and then it's not so fun to have such worries.
Then I resigned from care, I threw myself off the cliff and had the hope that something else would come my way. why I resigned had everything to do with Freja. Commuting, having crazy bad times like you have in healthcare plus the fact that they would also be every other weekend. No recovery at all and it no longer works for us. I needed to find another job where times fit with Freja's preschool and her energy. Suddenly a door opened so now I have a job at the system company in this village and the times are perfect for us. Hope to be able to continue working (that there is a job for me) That job is something I am absolutely not comfortable with, but everything you do has to be calculated and me and numbers are really not best friends but I see it as a lesson, maybe dax to become friends with the numbers :)
I love the social aspect of talking to people, so the job suits me perfectly.
I am taking one step at a time with my education in energy medicine, I am getting to know myself more and more and slowly I am progressing in healing with the goal of healing Freja in the future. I am so grateful to have found the tradition that takes me back thousands of years of energy medicine from Peru and the Qero people, yes I am so incredibly grateful and it is so beautiful to help others heal.
Now spring has come to Norrland, the snow remains where the sun does not reach, but soon the last of it will disappear. We need the sun to feel good, we are all children of the sun :)
Now I'll make sure to write more often here, just haven't had the time :)
Have a nice day!
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